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Whataya Want From Me?

Tuesday, April 13th, 2010 5:56 pm

A few things:

  • Thesis is starting to get finished up. Install for the show happens over this weekend into the beginning of next week. I’m almost there…I can see the light at the end of this tunnel…I think.
  • I heard this Adam Lambert song a month or so back, when things are school just REALLY started to come to a head. I felt it was sooooo appropriate for how I was feeling. It became my secret anthem (because yeah, I was sort of ashamed to admit that I liked an Adam Lambert song or that I might possibly be this anxty).
  • TK told me to watch the video after finally hearing the song I had been talking about as my song – just watched it, and yeah, gonna have to just suck it up and admit that Adam Lambert is pretty damn hot. He’s a man, who looks like a woman, and screams when he sings, he he’s a man, but I know he’s gay so he’s an even cooler man because he’s got style…so yeah, Adam Lambert = hot sex in my book right now and if he were a woman or a straight man, I’d totally get with that! lol.
  • This song is soooooo what I sometimes want to say to the “powers that be” in my program. That and I wanna flick ‘em off. And, I’d like to tell a few people to stuff it where the sun don’t shine while I’m at it. Of course, I’ll never get this opportunity in real life so I am reduced to either hold it in or blog about. Clearly, I’m choosing the latter…

Anyway…thesis…yeah…that motha fucka of a project is FINALLY coming to fruition. Tomorrow the mag is OUT OF MY HANDS and I move onto other finer details of the installation space. Big space to fill…down some items I was going to use to fill it, what’s a gal to do? Speaking of install…who wants to help me install this weekend? Saturday? Sunday? Anyone? Someone? Hit me with a message if you’re available cause I could really use the help! THANK YOU!

Details on the thesis show will be posted tomorrow most likely…when I actually make my promo postcard. Ha, so behind on that…oops! Maybe it’s because I WASN’T SURE I WAS GRADUATING THIS FREAKING YEAR…ugh…loooooong story that ya’ll can expect to see the light of day in some creative way in the damn f’ing near future. Oh man…the characters I’ve met these past few years…yes, I will NOT go easy on you jerk faces. Not. One. BIT! I’ll show you the same “curusies” you’ve shown me. :) Ah…sweetness.

I know I sound grumpy, and I kinda am, I’m burned, I’m soured, and I’m plain tired from only getting about 2 hours of sleep each night these past few days. But truthfully, I’m excited about my project and where it’s taking me and where it’s going especially when I’m free of the bondage that has been grad school and the hierarchy that exists in before mentioned institution. THANK GOD FOR FREEDOM! So yeah…it’s all good, especially once I walk across that stage and get my diploma and drink my sorrows away while dancing and laughing and chatting it up with my friends. YEP! GOOD TIMES ARE AROUND THE CORNER…I can almost taste them!

Anyway…for your viewing pleasure; feast your eyes on the oddly feminine looking Lambert and his deliciously anxty song. This is dedicated to all the people in my program who clearly were not listening to what I said I was aiming to do and going to do when I initially pitched my thesis project. To you I ask, whataya want from me followed with a timeless, SUCK IT NERDS!

Thank you. ;)

And I’m still M.I.A…

Friday, March 12th, 2010 6:37 pm

I’m still madly (more like frantically) working on my thesis project. It’s getting there, but I’m not really close enough to done yet to relax. The work itself will continue well on into the summer even once I’m technically done with school, but by that point the first phase (the thesis installation and initial book) will be done and I’ll be able to work on this at my own pace without others putting their 22 cents in about the work and messing with my head! lol.

Really, I just wanna be creating and doing my own thing, no longer listening to ANYONE and just plain experimenting, experiencing, learning, growing, messing up, making happy accidents and producing my own work without any regard to what anyone else thinks! I don’t want to worry about a show, selling my work or making money off the work, I just want to be able to breathe again, be normal again, stop being such an emotionally goofy girl and give my man a break from dealing with the sensitive silly I’ve become during this process. I’m close. Very close. And once I’ve got the thesis part of it done, and can start to breath, sleep, eat, exercise and LIVE again, I’ll start to get back to where I was a few months ago – totally happy with myself, my life and my situation and in absolute creative peace. I’ll be able to laugh again without feeling guilty for enjoying a free moment when I should be working on something. OH MAN. It will be great.

In the mean while, I’m finally starting to gain some real momentum. Hopefully this will get me through to the end of this phase of the project and I’ll continue to love and grow with it. And at least I can say that I’m starting to collaborate with some really talented and creative people that I look forward to working more with under less pressure and with more time. WOO HOO. SUMMER, you beautiful bitch, you’re so almost here!!!

Anywaaaaay, in those few moments I steal for myself or take to prep for the day at hand I find myself listening to music to help pump me up, psych me into and get ready for the photo shoots I’m doing for my thesis project.

Marathon season (and thus training) is also almost upon us and often times I find the music I use to pump myself up for a photo shoot is the same I might use for a tempo run or a race.

It got me thinking that I should share that music with you all from time to time. So here is the first of the songs I’m obsessively listening to on repeat. I have been listening to it for months and I just don’t get sick of it! It’s got a GREAT beat, great bass, great keys, synth…it’s got it all. Oh yeah, and lyrics? Totally rock.

Sweet Disposition
by Temper Trap
Please, to enjoy…

HaPpY bIrThDaY to ME!!!

Friday, December 4th, 2009 5:36 pm

Hey all you local Chicagoans…do we know each other? Do you read this and are we friends?

Well, if so, continue reading on! It’s super dooper late notice, but I’ll be continuing the birthday celebrating along with other December babies TOMORROW NIGHT (that’s Saturday Dec. 5th) with some rock’n good times. First stop: Diversey Rock’n Bowl at 9pm for some fun on the lanes! After a couple rounds of bowling we’ll be heading to Trader Todd’s for, you’ve guessed it, KARAOKE!!!! We expect to be getting there around 11pm!

I know it will be wildly busy there, but I always love me some drunken singing and of course, that wildly insane drink The Pain Killer! WOO HOO!

Don’t know what I’ll be wearing…might keep it “low key” or I might just rock something overly formal for the occasion – why not right? It IS for birthday celebrating isn’t it?

So come one and come all! Bring whom ever you’d like to bring with ya! If we haven’t met before, be sure to introduce yourself!

My appologies for such an informal and last minute invite, but I didn’t know the details till yesterday.

Cheers and make merry! Oh, and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY GIRLS APRIL AND MEGHAN!!! WOO HOO!!!!

XOXO,
Devin

Where the Streets Have No Names

Tuesday, November 10th, 2009 12:44 am

Ivan sent me a link to this video. It really touched me. It’s my favorite U2 song, written by my favorite band member (The Edge), used during Super Bowl 2002 as a way of honoring those lost during the 9/11 attacks and also to bring this great nation together during one of it’s favorite past times…yeah…just kinda moves me.

I was already a pretty big U2 fan…didn’t adore Bono or anything but dug that he was a real human rights activist and it seemed pretty genuine. But after seeing his show this summer and recognizing him to be someone who uses his fame for GOOD and then seeing how he’s been doing it all along – well you just have to have more respect for the man and the band. Which I do. Already looking forward to next summers show that I was able to score pre-sale tickets for so that Ivan, Terra and I can go see them again…

I love this video and I love this song even more now.

God Bless America. And God Bless the World.

Please, to enjoy…

Fallin’ for You – Colbie Caillat

Saturday, September 19th, 2009 10:22 pm

The video is a little goofy…but all in all, I’m kinda feeling these lyrics right now…damn… ;)

Check out the video here. (then come back and read the lyrics along with the music)

Colbie Caillat – Fallin’ For You Lyrics

I don’t know but
I think I maybe
Fallin’ for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting ’til I
Know you better

I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

As I’m standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It’s just you and me

I’m trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

Oh I just can’t take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

I can’t stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can’t hide it
I think I’m fallin’ for you (x2)

I’m fallin’ for you

Ooohhh
Oh no no
Oooooohhh
Oh I’m fallin’ for you

OMG – YES YES YES!!!

Friday, July 24th, 2009 6:00 pm

So Bethany showed this to me earlier today and the two of us were all a gush. Then my older sis sent it to me and I’m telling you I know what she was thinking…THIS is EXACTLY what she and I had always talked about would be my wedding. Ha…that looks further and further away the older I keep getting, but I CAN tell you this much, were I too meet the person who saw this video and thought, “Yeah, I wanna dance down the aisle for my wedding in a planned out dance” it would probably be love at first sight and I’d be done – off choreographing said wedding day fun.

As it were, I think this video brought the biggest smile to my face all day (along with a fun email and scoring NIN tickets) and I just HAD to share it.

Listen Mr or Mrs Right…if you are out there, and you are reading this, and THIS is your idea of our dream ceremony…what are you waiting for? Contact me – let’s get this party started!!!! OK…I’m just kidding. Or AM I???

Also, can we talk about the 5th guy who comes dancing down the aisle…the one who comes by himself, picks up the flower and then does the handstand…uh…that guy kicks ASS and I so TOTALLY wanna meet him on the dance floor! Wow…I’m a little jealous of his dance moves!!!

OH YEAH!! And then two girls (the first two to walk/dance down the aisle), that is SOOOO what my sisters would look like! HOT, ADORABLE, CUTE, SASSY, SEXY AND GOOD DANCERS!!! Oh man….I could definitely see Terra & Meghan doing something like that! In fact, the girls in the video TOTALLY do a ’80s Terra move (that I stole form her when I was only 12 and continue to do to this day) and it TICKLES MY HEART. I can’t stop smiling…or stop watching this video!!!

Speaking of video…let’s get back to it shall we?
Please, to enjoy…

(I hope this couple finds the courage and strength to laugh (and dance) through the troubles life always brings. They look adorable together!)

Reminder to myself

Monday, July 6th, 2009 10:59 pm
too funny not to share

too funny not to share

Sorry for the delay in posts…I’ve got fun stories and adventures to share and reflect on with ya’ll but I just haven’t had the moment to comment about them here yet. They are coming for those interested. In the meanwhile I saw this eCard the other day and laughed at how oddly appropriate/inappropriate it seemed to me at the time. Using it as a little reminder to myself. I LOVE SOMEECARDS.COM!!!

Expect some back dated posts coming in the following days!

Hope your lives are cheery and bright!
Thanks for stopping by,
Devin

Matiswhawho who?!

Wednesday, July 1st, 2009 11:28 pm

Sunday on my ride down to Pride, Matisyahu popped up on my iPod. I got so excited…hadn’t listened in a while and I love the dude. I thought I wonder if he’s gonna ever go on tour.

Monday on my el ride into work, I saw an article on Milwaukee’s Summerfest music festival. Guess who they pictured as performing there this week. Yeah, Matisyahu baby! Seeing that his performance is set for Thursday night at 10, I figured, what the hell, live once, live to the fullest, let’s DO THIS!

I put it out there to see if anyone wanted to join me on an adventure, but didn’t really get any bites. No worries, I’m more than happy to guy by myself if that ends up being the case.

Anyway…if you aren’t sure who I’m talking about, check out this video clip from when he was on David Letterman’s show. This is my favorite song, but all of them are great!

Please, to enjoy…

Anyway…after getting home I got ready for a nice easy run with Thome & The Bean. It was HOT again, but nicer than the week earlier. We did a little better I think (my left foot was still being grumpy with me from this past weekends madness) and finished up back at her place with some more ab work which The Bean was great at helping out with!

Then the little man and I ate some mac&cheese while Thome ate something dairy free…after bath time and bed, the lady of the house and enjoyed a very delicious red table wine that went down smoothly and tasted full bodied without even needing time to breath. YUM-E!

After a lot of chattering like girls (and giggling like girls) some serious convo came up. Thome laid a really good question down on me, not expecting an answer, but offering something for me to think about. I walked home thinking about it deep in my mind.

Talk centered around marriage (no doubt prompted by all the weddings we are both involved in and/or going to this summer) and our ideas on the subject and how girls are about them and such. I talked about how my original idea for my own wedding day versus what I imagine now are so wildly different. She inquired for specifics.

Before, when I was much much younger, I had envisioned the “fairytale wedding”. You know, the princess dress, the colorful beautiful cake with butterflies and flowers, the live string music, the dinner, the dancing. The works really. Princess for a day…with my own Prince or Princess. Then, after a few failed relationships and imaginary weddings fading to dust I realized that I really care little about the actual day.

Of course, thinking about that further I realized that’s not even the case. (Actually, it was Thome who pointed it out). She asked if I married a woman, what would it be like. I said that I would want her to have everything she desired that we could afford. I’d want her to have her fairytale wedding. But if I were to marry a man, then whatever, we’d probably just go to a court house or something.

She gave me a look then asked, “so, what does that MEAN…to you. Why is that?”

Hm…I’m stumped. On my walk home I thought more about it and recognize that if I marry a man, and he’s like, “Let’s get married while sky diving” I’m sure I’d say, “cool – let’s do that”. Really, I think I’ve lost a lot of interest in the whole wedding thing…princess for a day – whatever. I don’t imagine EVER being a princess for a day anymore. Maybe if the opportunity presented itself, I’d feel differently, but really, I have hardly any family, and no need for the expense of some big wedding.

So yeah, what ever he or she wants, I imagine that’s more or less what we’d do…that is of course, assuming I EVER walk down the aisle. HA HA…yeah, and the Magic 8 Ball says*,

first question

first question

HA HA HA HA…that’s funny! Oh Magic 8 Ball…do you know everything?

second question

second question

And there we have it folks! Can’t fight destiny (or the Magic 8 Ball) right?! ;)

*This was the second time I asked the question. The first time it said, “Ask again later”.

Dune Dawgs finally make their move!

Tuesday, June 30th, 2009 10:57 pm

Work again was work, and after work I changed into my volleyball gear and walked up to the volleyball courts where I met my team.

It was really nice seeing everyone in their red shirts! I felt really unified and after our long hard practice a few days earlier, I also felt READY!

We played a team that really did seem to have their sh*t together, but this time, so did we (with the exception of an occasional hiccup here or there). We won the first two games and came VERY CLOSE to winning the third but lost the final game 21 to 19. It was a slight bummer, but really, it felt SO GREAT to play and have our team really working like a well oiled unit!

Also, to be quite honest, it felt kinda nice to win for once. Our standing is pretty sad. I think we are currently 3 – 9. Eee…not too good. But we are making huge improvements and covering each others weaknesses with our strengths. Loved it! GREAT team effort! (I forgot how much I enjoy being part of a team – and being team captain is even more fun!)

After the game we hit up John Barleycorn for pitcher specials and snacks. It was a lot of fun just hanging out and bonding with everyone! After filling up on goodies we each headed out on our separate ways home. It was nice to shower and get all the nasty sand off my legs and feet. Ha ha…I’m a dirty hippie sometimes, but even I don’t wanna have the sand on me all day long!

Before I hit the bed officially, I plan on snuggling with my kitties and Jasper and hopefully will then drift off into a peaceful sleep. Already starting to get excited about the upcoming 4th of July weekend. ONLY TWO MORE DAYS OF WORK! YES!!!

Flying Solo

Sunday, June 21st, 2009 11:54 am

I can’t even describe how great today was except to say it was definitely a top ten day of my year so far. It was all built up on the simple joys of things I love being all in one place at the same time.

Yes things, not people. Today was day for me to just chill out, relax and hang by myself for a while. I’ve been getting to do that more and more lately and with the weather warming up finally I get to do it outside and I am loving every second of it – I need more!!!

So I woke up, again, wide eyed and feeling rested. Considering I had consumed a bit of alcohol, not eaten a ton and spent all day yesterday in the sun, I feel I woke up better off than I expected.

Sasha was giving me little kisses and Ozzie was resting on my stomach while Ernie kept jumping on and off the bed purring in my ear for food. I LOVE my cats. Jasper was adorably singing to himself (in one of his mirrors no doubt) a sweet little tune that warmed my heart immeasurably. I woke up a happy and quietly contented girl. It felt fantastic!

I tended to some texts and phone calls then hoisted myself up out of bed to feed all the babies and get ready to head up to Evanston for the Custer Street Fest. I finally got there around 2ish after taking my time to get ready and grabbed my umbrella and a light sweater just incase it wasn’t as warm as the day before.

I walked outside to find it WASN’T as warm…75, still warm some would say, but it is clearer to me now I like it HOT!!! Ok, so I get to Evanston and realize I got off way to late. So Ivan who was on his way to run errands picked me up and dropped me back at Main St. Thus my adventure at the Custer Street Fest began.

Upon arriving there was a musician playing a steal guitar – Kraig Keener or something like that (I got two of his albums) and he was AWESOME! It was so folky and bluesy and fun! I LOVE music like that. He tapped his foot on a wood box and played and sang a little and it just made my day even better!

Finally I started walking…I found a vendor that sold rings in my size (not common, I’ve got thin fingers) and so I picked up a couple little ones. NICE! Then I headed down to meet up with a couple friends and their son for a quick “hello!…good bye!” before moving towards the food.

The greek place is what I settled on and the guy who told me I’d be back to order food piled fresh and delicious seafood HIGH on my plate along with yummy salad and rice pilaf. YUM YUM! So good, I couldn’t even eat the whole thing!

Then I made my way back and picked up a few great goodies here and there.

The BEST find of the entire day however was unbelievable to me. I had hit about 75% of the vendors when I came across another jewelry one. The first earring turn-style I went to HAD THE PAIR OF EARRINGS THAT I LOST ONE OF A FEW MONTHS BACK!!! I was sooo excited I made an audible noise of delight to which people looked at me like I was weird. Oops! I am, oh well.

I was so happy, I can’t even tell you. I KNOW it sounds stupid to get so excited about something so trivial, but I just loved those earrings I tell you and it warmed my heart the guy had them. They were the only pair too (otherwise I would back picked up a couple more since they only cost $14 a pair). I got another small ring and was happily on my way back towards the middle stage.

At this point, my purse was getting full and I knew Ivan would be joining me before we headed up to Ravinia for a concert (Michael Feinstein and Pink Martini)…I stumbled upon the steal guitarist again playing on the stage and stood listening for his entire set. WHAT A GREAT SHOW!!! So so so good…bluegrassesque – I tapped my foot the entire time! While standing there listening a vendor tapped me on the shoulder and said “Excuse me, I think you had lost this” and handed me my favorite Chococat Umbrella.

He found me in the maze of people to give me back my umbrella. HOW NICE IS THAT?!?! People aren’t this nice anymore, they just don’t care! It made me day and I thanked him with a hug and a smile. So so so nice. I’m glad I had bought something from them! They totally earned it and then some!

Finally Ivan met me in the final moments before boarding the Metra to Ravinia.

We got there and let me just tell you – the show was freaking GREAT! Michael Feinstein (a favorite for sure) did an Old Blue Eyes tribute which just rocked. HE WAS SO MEANT TO BE IN THE RAT PACK!!! He told stories about Mr. Sinatra (because of course he had HUNG OUT WITH THE GUY when he was a young) and sang without effort.

Pink Martini was next and they, of course, kicked ass. One of the highlights of the show was this impromptu duet of Rhapsody in Blue between Michael Feinstein and Thomas Lauderdale that just BLEW MY MIND! They did the whole suite…it kicked so much ass. I’ve never seen Michael look nervous or visible shake, but his fingers gave him away. No matter, they were both incredible together and for something they had thought up trying only a few hours earlier, I was just aw struck.

SO GREAT!

WHAT A NIGHT!! Seriously…I need more weekends like THIS weekend in my life. I was relaxed, I was so happy, smiling from ear to ear all weekend long and I felt good!! Oh thank you summer sun for finally coming out here and melting those winter blues away.

I cannot wait to see what excitement befalls me this coming Pride weekend! (I’m looking for a Rainbow Brite outfit if anyone knows of a hook up – I wanna wear it to the parade!!!)

Cheers all – and HAPPY SUMMER!!!!